just for fun...

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 20:53:45 GMT

oh yeah... new livejournal...

new_wave_jacky

addme.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 05:55:01 GMT

haha

My lj wedding by chynafox
username
age
city
you will marry	horatiodreams
flower girl	steferknee
best man	jrawls
bridesmaid	sursum_corda
you will have your last fling with	somedaynvrcomes
registrar	sexxxcellent
secretly wants to marry you themself	johnj
date of the wedding	November 13, 2023
number of times you do it on your wedding night	37

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 04:59:31 GMT

to the fuckass who ruined this livejournal. i hope you die.

to everyone else. i am making a new livejournal (well...liza is making me a new livejournal because she rules) i will add everyone who had me added on this one. so add me back.

other than that... once its made i will probably post another entry from this one saying what that one was.

and if anyone has any information regarding people hacking into my shit and being a total asshole, let me know... cause revenge is fun.

ahh thanks for ruining my mood you fucking douchebag.

jacky,the...!

wait!!

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 19:37:09 GMT

"yeah but that doesn't make him any less of a pussy"

hahahahahahahhahahahahaa

fuck you.

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 19:35:48 GMT

i have so much crap on my mind right now.

i just want to run away from everything.

nervous breakdown coming soon to a jacky near you.

there are just a couple things/people keeping me here and sane.

thank you for being amazing. that is for a couple people.

jacky,the...!

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 05:43:32 GMT

the against me!. blood brothers show isnt til october 19. and everyone told me it was the 9th.

liars.

i wish i was hungry for real.

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 06:17:58 GMT

i have been awake for 41 hours.

i am so excited to sleep, and SO not looking forward to school in the morning.

this weekend was fucking awesome. even with work every day of it.

i think we should cafe hookah it up more often. seriously.

and the slumber parties and kicking ass at mario kart. i hate playing it for game cube but i am actually somewhat good on nintendo 64.

i am so fucking exhausted right now though.

thanks to the cool kids who took my smoke break with me at work. and all the cool kids of this weekend.

jacky,the...!

p.s. just so everyone knows my phone has been sucking super bad lately reception wise SO LEAVE A VOICEMAIL OR I DON'T KNOW THAT YOU CALLED!

p.p.s. someone please burn me the muse cd. thanks.

p.p.p.s. i miss my coprez! where are youuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 07:20:33 GMT

slumber parties with sam and dil and jeff are THE best.

you wish you were here.

i had a good day.

there must be more of these...dil i'm gonna miss youuuu for the six days that i wont see you.

jacky,the...!

sweet marie, there's a hole where your heart should be...

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 04:59:37 GMT

and on the hill, she's beggin for a harmony...

a thought, on deers running around near streets:

"dude that'd be so awesome you just drive by the fuckin deer with a baseball bat and fuckin knock its head off!"

i love my friends.

i leave you all with that.

jacky,the...!

love me love me, say that you love meeee.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 07:23:29 GMT

i just realized my fucking weekend went from wednesday to wednesday. i am only halfway through.

fucking kick ass.

i was in a really bad mood most of tonight. i think i was just enjoying my break from the working class a little too much though. but i got some starbucks, that i've been missing, and i got to go on a walk with my daughter. and stacee helped me straighten some thoughts out.

my job is pretty rad. they're super lenient as well...which makes me want to pierce things and dye hairs. because i can. and i've wanted to anyways. the hair will stay pretty neutral. but i want to get pierced super bad. or maybe even tattooed. ahh decisions decisions.

i need to buy earrings now because i can. there are so many cute ones. more decisions!!!!

the cardigans-lovefool. made my fucking night. as well as savage garden and ace of base. thank you katy and sam.

i can't wait to see dil. I'VE MISSED YOUU!

i need to go to fucking bed.

goodnight,
jacky,the...!

this is you sucking a lot and me being pissed off.

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 18:25:18 GMT

first of all i was almost SHOCKED when i heard what you said. you've definately changed. for the worse. how self righteous can a person be. seriously. maybe you just can't handle your own life or the problems that you might have with people. but i didn't do shit to you. so get jealous. talk shit. make yourself feel like a bigger person because of it.

but i know that you're wrong. and that's all that matters. because obviously our friendship didn't. and doesn't.

so have a wonderful life.

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 06:09:12 GMT

controversy.

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 15:56:03 GMT

this is so fucking sick.

make it hurt.

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 08:45:33 GMT

i'm sorry. i suck.

i'm awful at remembering shit.

i'd give someone a dollar to explain myself to me.

i hate being unsure.

<3

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 11:14:45 GMT

i couldn't sleep and due to some boredom i ended up actually adding things to my myspace that i made forever ago and never used.

if i found you on there expect emails. add me bitches.

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/2081155

word.

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 07:13:41 GMT

i need you defensless, dependant, and alone.

this is what living like this does.

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 07:48:19 GMT

Three things that you don't know about me:
1. i'm afraid of e.t. oh wait everyone knows that.
2. wow. i really don't have any secrets.
3. oh wait....yeah i don't.

Three names you go by:
1. Jacky
2. Jackie haha when people are assholes and can't spell.
3. Jacqueline. the first day of any class.

Three things you like about yourself:
1. my hair. it usually works out how i want it to. or at least close. usually.
2. my nails that rarely break.
3. these are lame things to like about myself. but its late and i cant think.

Three things you hate about yourself:
1. insomnia.
2. indecisiveness.
3. lazy.

Three things you dont understand:
1. myself. well not all the time.
2. how i ended up in the same freaking math class that i took in like 8th grade.
3. most people.

Three things that annoy you:
1. when i'm trying to say something only i don't know how to say it and it comes off as idiotic rambling.
2. when people try to have an intelligent conversation about something that they know nothing about.
3. mosquitos.

Three things that scare me:
1. being really lost alone.
2. big parking lots at night.
3. driving in thunderstorms.

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. car.
2. cell phone.
3. food.

Three people that you spend the most time with:
1. Stacee.
2. Katy.
3. this is hard. everyone seems to be splitting off lately so i don't spend more time with anyone than anyone else. if that made sense.

Three things you can't do:
1. drive and text message. well i CAN do this just not well.
2. find a boy that i like where something doesn't go terribly wrong.
3. for some reason, i can't talk to kids who are between the ages of oh i don't know 7-12. i just can't do it. what do you say to kids? i realized this because my cousin is here and i'd like to be a good older cousin and talk to her or something, but i just feel stupid and awkward. she's 9. what do you talk to 9 year olds about???

Three things you like to do:
1. sleep in.
2. eat.
3. you know.

Three careers you're considering:
1. fsdkfjsdnwuikfwvz!
2. that means i have no idea.
3.

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Hawaii, just because i've never been there.
2. Mexico for the same reason.
3. Amsterdam. haha.

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. buy a really crappy car for the sole purpose of totalling it.
2. get married and not be that crazy lady living in a big house with a ton of cats.
3. accomplish something.

i thought i'd never add these...
first of all...
I MISS THIS GIRL! i can't wait til next weekend!

and this one too...

now for our trip to the zoo.
these are the few animals that were still available for looking at by the time we got there...

rosana likes to pet camels. with her giant finger.

AND she can talk to squirrels...she told this one to pose for us.

some crazy bird thing.

i just like the way it looks through the glass, you can barely see the sea lion guy, but he's there.

this is rosana getting ready to go swimming with the sea lions.

this is her swimming partner

bear

and of course....geeeeeeeeeeraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafffffffffffff

i wanted to see penguins. :-( oh well, next time...well thats all i've got for tonight's installment of boredom. expect more this weekend. over and out.

i've come to the assumption that i'm gonna be the one thats leaving you tonight...

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 05:24:02 GMT

it still feels like summer.

minus the going to class thing.

today was good.

minus a few no call backs.

jerks.

today was still good.

willy wonka gave me and stacee tons of free candy.

and now i have a tummy ache.

that is all.

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 06:08:23 GMT

coin operated boy
sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
but i turn him on and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why i want a coin operated boy

made of plastic and elastic
he is rugged and long-lasting
who could ever ever ask for more
love without complications galore
many shapes and weights to choose from
i will never leave my bedroom
i will never cry at night again
wrap my arms around him and pretend....

coin operated boy
all the other real ones that i destroy
cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll
never let him go and i'll never be alone
not with my coin operated boy......

this bridge was written to make you feel smittener
with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
i didnt think so but im still convinceable
will you persist even after i bet you
a billion dollars that i'll never love you
will you persist even after i kiss you
goodbye for the last time
will you keep on trying to prove it?
i'm dying to lose it...
i want it
i want you
i want a coin operated boy.

and if i had a star to wish on
for my life i cant imagine
any flesh and blood could be his match
i can even take him in the bath

coin operated boy
he may not be real experienced with girls
but i know he feels like a boy should feel
isnt that the point that is why i want a
coin operated boy
with his pretty coin operated voice
saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
straight and to the point
that is why i want
a coin operated boy.

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 06:50:35 GMT

man, this has been one of the best summers thus far.

thank you to all who have been a part of it.

pictures soon.

AND! i want to go see dave chappelle at u of i on sept 12.

that is all.

jacky,the...!

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 07:46:42 GMT

show me how you do it...and i promise you, i promise that i'll run away with you...
...i'll run away with you...

almost forgot the best picture...

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 10:19:28 GMT

one day this will be my car.

insomniac.

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 09:51:23 GMT

once upon a time a group of kids went to the dells...

they didn't have a lot of money to spend on a nice hotel room, so they settled for the country squire inn...stacee put it best when she said "this place makes motel 6 look like the four seasons." shanty was the word of the weekend.

upon arriving at our lovely motel, we decided to put all the groceries in the refridgerator.

then we played some man on grass...

kelly hates that game.

finally something familiar...the classiest denny's this side of the mississippi.

complete with the blues brothers.

and marilyn monroe.

if you add the following items you have our trip to the dells: window chalk, airsoft guns, swimming, a lot of polish people, downtown wisconsin dells, palmers, mt olympus, and a whole lot of munchies. the food and the side effect of marijuana.

i can't believe it took me that long to get this stupid shit posted. my computer definately decided to be mad at my camera for a long time or something i guess. i am extremely bored and it is 4:20 am exactly right now.

i have to be up for work in a little over two hours. which basically means i am not sleeping tonight. i'm not tired. shit happens. in approximately 10 hours i will be seeing the cure. im excited.

friday i get to see my best friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it kind of sucks that the trips i was planning on going on this month keep getting fucked up. i wish i could go to wisconsin with the softball team... boo.

i really need a new job. hire me!!!!!!

i hate doctors. i believe that a very large percent of them are only in it for the money. like with my whole knee thing. ok there are fucking cists floating around in there. um logical solution: take them out. orthoscopic surgery or whatever. its a simple procedure. instead this is whats going to happen. physical therapy on both knees twice a week for four weeks and see how things look. um retard theyre cists maybe they'll move somewhere else or get smaller but those things don't just go away do they?? hey i'm not a doctor i don't know. but i'd put money on the fact that they're just going to make me do the physical therapy and then i'm still going to have nasty cists on my knee and then they'll do the surgery. just so they get the money for all that physical therapy and shit. its ridiculous.

i am rambling. i don't even know why i'm still typing in this stupid thing. all iwanted to do was post some pictures. but its almost five am and i'm bored. and not tired.

fuck. kind of feels like last summer.
that is all.
jacky,the...!

random i am.

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 00:18:01 GMT

well kids. its monday. i hate mondays.

work kind of sucked but i got to leave early so that was good. and i don't really mind cleaning all that much. so whateva.

my weekend was fucking amazing. i need more days like those.

summer is coming to a close. and it kind of sucks. but i don't really regret anything. even though i didn't do everything i wanted to do or see everyone as much as i would have liked. i had good times with cool kids.

i get to find out whats going on with my knees for sure tomorrow. i'm at least going to have one surgery on my right knee for sure. the other one who knows. i'm kind of scared.

once school starts i'm going to be a lot less fun. well. during the week anyways. i'll probably still be working a lot because i can't really afford to work any less than i do now. add five classes into that.

the plan is ISU at least once a month. i wish i went to school there so i wouldn't have to miss it so much. next year...hopefully. i'll just have to continue kicking ass at harper. meh.

i thought i was going to have a nervous breakdown today. it was kind of scary.

i've realized, that i am pretty fucking angry. in general. but i'm one of those secretly angry people who doesn't tell anyone that they're angry. and when they do, they don't say why or at who. because they don't like confrontation. so like even though i explode sometimes, its only a fraction of how angry/upset i really am. and when the day comes that i do say everything thats on my mind, you better watch out.

i think thats all i've got for now. maybe i'll think of more random things later.

i am hungry.

the end. love, jacky,the...!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 06:38:20 GMT

with accidents you'll never know what could happen.